Did you ever felt that one of your best friends have gotten angry with you? I felt in that way some days till now. That was possibly one of worst-in-life experiences. I admit it that I exaggerated a little 😀
However most of it was correct. (without any objection)..
The image is a bit irrelevant but I guess I felt most of the feelings in it. 😀 I am scared, thrilled… Then I asked to my THAT friend that if there is a problem between us aaaand I was happy, elated, grateful, thankful etc.
I don’t know why I am writing this but, is there any problem? I can write so I write… 😀
I will continue.
This part is always the most difficult part (in my opinion): I said I will ask something. Then the answer came. “Tell then..”
But how can I ask this? It is a point that we are talking without a problem but I should ask to be sure… I wanted to give up but there is no turning back after saying “I will ask something” because it can be enough to get some things worse alone. I wanted to ask something different.. My mind stopped then.. What could I ask? I thought that I can make a silly joke, or ask any irrelevant, unnecessary question.. “This is no good!”, a voice come from inside of my brain, “Ask and everything will be better ( I wish)”
I understood that if I wouldn’t say I will ask something, it would remain impossible to ask for me..
To put everything together, I asked and things went good, “there is no problem” was the answer given to me..
Although it is resolved like that, there are still a lot that I couldn’t find the courage in myself to ask, or I couldn’t find the way that I should ask or that I leave at the last moment.. That was the reason also.. why I couldn’t change the topic after saying that I will ask. 😀
Have a good day,
Have a good week,
Have a good weekend,
AND Have a good, happy new year.